Okay! Okay! Okay! Let's face it…iba't-ibang ugali ang bawat isa sa barkada…Hmmm…Parang sa Big Brother diba…not that I'm a big fan of the reality show pero when you think about it…totoo naman eh…iba't ibang ugali…sabi nga ni Big Bro…Iba't ibang storya sa bahay ni kuya…corni bah? ah hehe…ganyan talaga eh…

So our group has no name…Why not? Do you have to have a name to be called as a group?

"Ang Officials ng Barkada"

 

Juliet: We call her nanay because she acts like one! I remember how I became a part of the group…She always sees to it na isasama nila ako pag kakain na or mags-smoke…awww…She's always there when you need her, though minsan super hectic talaga ng schedule niya…Ah hehe…She made my 22nd birthday a memorable one…pano ba naman she bought 3 roses kasi she knows that I always celebrate my bday with my bf, eh since, nasa heaven na si ivan, siya nalang daw muna magbi-bigay sakin ng flowers…awww…Isn't that sweet?!!Thanks so much for making me part of group nay, also for considering me as one of your "anaks" sa office…

 

Sir Duxx:Si Sir Duxx, sya yung una ko nakakakwentuhan about life sa barkada. He immediately made me feel welcome nung sumama ako sa kanila…High-blood toh eh…lalo na pag marami ginagawa…talagang hindi namamansin…Mahilig toh mang-asar, before okay lang eh, kaso ngayon laging wrong timing mang-asar kc kung kelan ako busy, dun niya ako aasarin…Aarrrggghhh…Pero syemps pag nag-yosi break nah…asaran na ulit…Responsible father 'tong c Sir duxx at ang super cute talaga ng anak niya na si duckito na trip na trip ibato ang cellphone ko…ah hehe…Till next asaran Sir Duxx…

 

Chepie: We call her "Foot" or "Paa!" She has this fetish for toes kasi…Swerte ka nalang kung palagpasin niya ang toes mo without any side comments…She may look or act like she doesn't care at all…Bihira kasi bumanat sa issues eh…Pero pag nagsalita na yan, naku, she really has a lot to say despite her petite built…Kaya foot, thanks for caring and for always listening…ah hehe…remember the time na nasa javaman tyo while waiting for Macky…well happy ako nun kc nakinig ka kahit nonsense na mga kwento ko…ah hehe…She's really sweet, lalo na sa kanyang honey…Kaya mapunta naman tayo kay Macky…

 

Macky: Garabe…At first na-intimidate ako sa kanya! Sabi ko, strong 'tong taong toh and mahirap makasundo! But guess what, I was way wrong of what I thought of her…kaya diyan pumapasok ang "Don't Judge a Book by its Cover." She's very responsible, very kind, accomodating! She can brag a lot of things but remains humble! She's a good cook…Hey Mack…pahiram naman ng recipe mo ng butterscotch…ah hehe…Hassler to and si foot sa tong-its kaya tuloy kame ni Momi Koala hanap ng coins at naadict na din kame sa tong-its…Thanks for being nice and sweet Macky…I'm so happy to know the real you…

 

Sean: Krissy…Nay's favorite son…Well, I used to call him "Big Bro"…that is for a reason that is very obvious…He's really tall kc…But now, I call him ChickBro…He tried to wake me up one day kc through a text message…Haller Bro, pano kaya ako magigising sa text diba?!! Mas magigising pa ako sa tilaok ng manok eh! Peace Bro…But, kidding aside, at first, he may seem mayabang and snob but when you get to know him…he's this person who is dependent but is coming out of his shell…Kasi nagiging independent na yan…Conscious na yan sa future niya and that's great Bro…When we talk, it is always something that is with sense…Nakakagulat talaga…I never expected him to be as serious as when we talk…or pag sensitive issues na ang napag-uusapan…Kaya Bro, just continue your dreams of going to Aussie…I'm sure you'll do well…

 

Thon: "WORKAHOLIC!!!" yan si Thon! He can go to work 24/7…well, almost…I call him Dod kasi…This guy is very responsible lalo na kay Ate Beth and Brian. He has a great sense of style…Dresses up for the right occasion…Yan ang number one impersonator ko…kuhang-kuha niya kung pano ako mag lakad with my bagette and lahat ng manerisms ko…gustong-gusto nya akong pagmasdan kaya naman lahat ng galaw ko napapansin niya… He knows what he wants and I admire him for that…Keep it up Dod, I'm sure you'll be successful with your hard work…Love you dod… Thanks for the goody bags na lage mong kasama si Sweetie everytime you buy our goody bags… At Sino naman si Sweetie?

 

Julie: Well, I also call her "Dod!" We belong in the same department(HR). At first, I really find her loud and maarte! Pero as you get to know her…yung arte nya is normal and oh, don't get me wrong…She's maarte in a cute way! As in! She's makalat pag dating sa office pero she's like that when she's working! Pero after working naman, wuhow…ang ayos na ng desk niya…She's a very suportive co-worker…kc naman pag nakikita na nya akong taranta sa work, she always tells me that I can do it…Very good friend…I really consider her as one of my closest friend sa office! She's always willing to listen…Yang c thon and dod pag-nag sama naku…super tawa lang kame ng tawa…Partner in crime ko 'toh eh…back-up namin ang isa't-isa pag-dating sa kalokohan and work…well, she's one of those na napagsasabihan ko ng secrets and adventures ko sa life…I'm really happy to have her as my friend…Lagi na nga kame napag-kakamalan magkapatid or lagi kame napag-papalit kasi super mag kamukha na daw kame…oh well…wala na kameng magagawa kung pareho kameng pretty…ah haha…c yah when i c yah dod…

 

Libay:Cccccccchhhhhhheeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!Ppppppuuuuuueeeeeeeddddddddeeee!!! Hay, yan ang lagi mong maririnig kay Momi…Oh I call her "Momi Koala" pano ba naman kasi sa lahat ng bagay sobrang maaasahan mo sya…I really consider her as my second momi…parang connectado kame sa isa't-isa…super pareho kasi kame ng mga napag-daanan…I guess that's why be became good friends…She's the best momi koala ever…She's really caring and a great adviser….work related, problems, or kahit nonsense na things, she's always there to listen…She's a great cook…as in..kaya ako tumaba, its because of her…she's really tough, she never gave up raising her kids kahit wala na siya partner, nasa heaven na din kc ang kanyang papa josan…she has three adorable and very smart kids…pero bilib ako dito kay momi…kahit mataray sya super cool niyang momi sa mga bebes niya…I really enjoy spending my free time with her…kahit saan pa yan…thanks so much for everything mome…I love yah so muchy…mwah!mwah!hug!hug!

Iyah: Si Iyah? Syempre ako yun…ah hehe…Oh well, alam ko naman kung ano comment sakin ng mga yan, ako daw ung sobrang mahinhin, lalo na pag-nag lakad…ako daw ung nakaka-awang asarin…hmp…che…siyempre d mawawala ang signature walk ko..they all notice the way i walk…ewan ko ba kung ano meron sa lakad ko…ano nga ba?!!! Ang bagette…d mawawala…true naman tlaga eh…mawala na ang lahat, wag lang ang bagette…ung iba, ewan ko nalang…ah hehe…

Iba't-ibang trip namin pero ok parin naman…cguro we compliment each other kasi…kahit saan kame mapunta, k lang, super saya parin…mga favorite tambayan namin…sa EAT…order ng iced tea tpos smoke and kwentuhan from 6am-7am…sa java man…pag tinatamad pumunta ng greenbelt…tambay sa java man with coke light yan…sa breton(greenbelt), drink ng cold capp, kwentuhan parin til kahit what time…pag-nasa mood…diretso kme ni julie and thon sa masas, drink ng margaritta…ah hehe…punta sa tiendesitas para mag-shopping…ang layo dba…or pag-gusto kumain ng chicharon…over-night sa big brother house nila momi na kung minsan nagiging two days or tambay sa house namin para mag tong-its…kahit magka-kaiba sched namin, we always find time para makapag-usap…dyan tuloy nauso ang over-break as in over break talaga at biglaang leaves…ah hehe…

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.

Some are running scared.

Some are coming home.

Some tell lies to make it through the day.

Others are just not facing the truth.

Some are evil men, at war with good.

And some are good, struggling with evil.

Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls.

And sometimes, all you need is ONE.

-Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill-

Have you ever heard of the TV Series, One Tree Hill? I have. Its one the shows aired by ETC. Of course, some of you may think that its one of those silly TV dramas! But what made it different? Well, I guess, I learn a lot from it.

What you've read on top? It's one of the lines from the show.

I have run scared many times. I was afraid to face the truth and end up getting hurt. And yes, I also have told many lies, just to make it through the day.

Yes, there were times that I've been evil. Fighting with my parents when all they want is what's best for me.

And of course, most of the time, I'm good, struggling with evil just to be loved and to belong.

Isn't it funny how you could learn a lot of things from a show, from a book, from other people. When actually, you learn from your own.

Isn't it funny how you struggle to be notice by a lot of people just to belong, when actually all you need is ONE who will accept you for who you are despite your flaws and weaknesses.

Okay, now that I've read this write up, I realized that I didn't make any sense at all…Hmmm…I can't really explain what I want to say…Oh well…Just watch the show…Ah hehe…

I met him like three years ago. He's really nice and we became good friends. He started to treat me more than a friend though, but that just can't happen. He knew I'm with someone and he knew that I have great respect for my boyfriend and great respect for my self. I really only consider him as a friend.

He called after a year. The exact same date that Ivan's body was buried. He asked me how I was doing, when, out of nowhere I blurted out "Ivan's dead. What do you think am I feeling right now?!!!" Still, he called everyday to check on me, if I was feeling better already, but, after a hurtful situation, I taked nonsense.

He remembered and called again after another year. That was like three weeks ago. I have already moved on from what had happened the previous year and the interest to talk to a friend was back. He called me every night, after I got off from my work. I have to admit that I missed chatting with a friend, that's why I enjoyed talking to him, sharing pieces of my thoughts.

Our last conversation over the phone was last Monday. I was happy when he called, but, my mood changed when he asked me what I did at work during the day. I told him what I did and after that he blurted out "Just because of those things that you did at work today, you didn't had the time to text me?!!! Do I have to go to your office just to remind you to text me?!!!" And oh, he said that in a loud tone. I was speechless. He is my friend. And he is just my friend!!! Tell me; is it already an obligation to message a friend everyday?!!! I was busy with work and didn't even had the time to brush my teeth and that's what he'll tell me?!!! Isn't that a little too selfish of him? He is not my boyfriend, if he is, then that's when I'll give time to message him no matter how busy I am with work. Of course, this is my opinion and what I felt.

I made it very clear from the beginning that he is my friend, though, i know he wanted to be more than just friends! I am ready to commit now, after a long time of being single, but, I guess, not with him.

Have you ever felt this situation? That you are comfortable with someone, but, you just can't be together because you know that you might lose the friendship if the relationship didn't work out. That you are just better of as friends.

Yep, I am happy that I met him, I am happy that we became good friends, and I am happy that I can share my thoughts with him. Well, I learned a lesson here too, to be careful of being comfortable with someone when you know that you have different reasons for being close, or else, you'll end up getting IRRITATED.

I was net browsing at home when I saw my friends email. It was something about love, but then it has nothing to do with what I am writing now. At the end of her email there was this link and i clicked right away. It sent me to her blog site and i enjoyed reading every thing that she wrote.

I saw my friend Ian the other day. He sent me a message thru friendster and I browsed at his profile. Again, I saw a link for his blog site. I browsed at it and was fascinated with the things that he wrote. There are numerous stories wrote by him. There are characters and settings, but, what made it different? It is simple. The things that he wrote, I know, represent him. The real him! His thoughts, feelings, his own opinions…just him!

I am naturally a very cautious person. I tend to assess people's personality first before I release my innermost thoughts and feelings, before I can become…me! I sometimes find it hard to voice out my feelings, I fear that I might hurt others.

I am still young, by age and by heart. But with my age comes the very struggling experiences that came across the path that I am passing thru. I guess, this is what made me decide to give this blog a shot.

It might inspire, it might bore, it might scare you off, it might make you laugh, it might teach you something! But then again…This is me…this who I am and I am happy that here I can be the real me. No pretentions, no nothing…Just Me!!!